Dez'mon and his Snickers..

New York..

Johnny, one of my dearest friends moved to New York this past August to be closer to his lady friend Emma.
For spring break i decided to visit!
This is what we did...

Emma and Johnny were lovey dovey..

Emma and I saw Valentino: The Last Emperor

with, and thanks to, her lovely mom..

It was fantastic and beautiful.

On my last day in New York Emma and I finally made it to the one and only
FREDFLARE!

Keith, one of the owners, was there and was so kind as to take a picture with us!
He is probably one of the nicest and most genuine people I have ever met.
He gave Emma and I cute homemade gifts (Emma is wearing hers in the picture)
and pretty much made my life complete!


Other then that we shopped a bit and just hung out.

I will post video from the trip sooon :]

cry cry baby

I am crying...
and its something i haven't done a lot in the past couple months, but i am now.

I hate that it is so hard for me to finish things.
I lose all interest once something becomes routine.

I am crying because I am scared about my dad.
I am crying because I am stressed
I am crying because I miss hanni and Jeremy.
I am crying because I don't know if i will ever find a place i can call home.
I am crying because I am stressed and feel dumb.
I am crying because I am frustrated with my anxiety.
I am crying because I feel abandoned by my best friend.
I am crying because I am letting my emotions get the best of me at this very moment.

Ode to Dez

There are very few times people meet soul mates in life. I have had the great luck to meet at least one a year. 2008 brought me Dez'mon Omega Fair. Unfortunately, 2009 is taking him far away from me. Distance can't ever stop my love for him. If i had a top 10 beautiful people's list, inside beauty and out, dez would be number 1.

Dez, xan loves you.<3

about me

first bloggy blog

This is a blog that will have very few words and many pictures.
I'm not the first to do this, i know, however, i am not the last either.

enjoy!